How do you feel without pain? This question has just taken centre stage in my mind. Now, I know full well that there are answers, that of course you can feel, both physically and emotionally without suffering.
Yet here I am, my whole being asking. Zack reawakened an old injury yesterday, and I "feel" my wrist more keenly than I have for a long time. When we were at the Lodge, he held me and his cheek felt so sweet, but the intensity of the feeling came from the contrast of the hate and anger he had thrown at me all day. So as wonderful as the feeling was, it hurt.
I feel rather broken, that feeling and pain should be so intertwined. I would like to learn to feel without hurting.
Yet here I am, my whole being asking. Zack reawakened an old injury yesterday, and I "feel" my wrist more keenly than I have for a long time. When we were at the Lodge, he held me and his cheek felt so sweet, but the intensity of the feeling came from the contrast of the hate and anger he had thrown at me all day. So as wonderful as the feeling was, it hurt.
I feel rather broken, that feeling and pain should be so intertwined. I would like to learn to feel without hurting.
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